爱很痛

还有两天，我该以什么心情去面对他呢？？应该对他笑嘻嘻还是做回我自己呢？？这次反而好像很紧张的去面对他... 不懂为什么,我自己对自己非常失望. 简直想死. 爱很辛苦啊!!! 我寂寞时你不在,我需要你时,你不在!..唉..闷! 不要想那么多,做多多工,来忘掉烦恼!!...~

阴天

今天心情反反复复。心里很烦。很多东西想。感觉好像很多东西没完成。也另加烦恼。没胃口吃饭。身体很痛。全身很累。只想睡觉，什么都不想！我看，晚餐也不想吃了！拜拜！

笨到。。。

你很傻叻！我怎么舍得与你分手呢？ 唉！笨到。。.

既然选择了就别想多多了！！！！！！！！！！！

梁绣允！！！！！！！！！！！！！

残忍！

你很忍心！真的很忍心为了自己而令我那么辛苦！真的很谢谢你。我的幸苦加了四倍！钱的确来讲对我非常重要、也谢谢你。你让我放弃了我的梦想！你与我家人，没什么分别！我看我真的很难在把我的心事告诉你！ 你就像等于我的家人的关系！。。。

煩煩！

有些事，我不懂如何开口跟他商量。算了，还是自己解决吧！ 靠人不如靠自己！

Nescafe Latte

Why my ah boy can have this every early morning ? I don't understand.

Gastric after having this!

Different Thing with Different Mind set

So long time never been touching for all this.....

I don't want this lah!!!!!!!

21th March 2012. Can die? ><

Bad luck

Why i always meet with bad peoples in my life? T_T Those are really rediculious and brainless of course. Did things never use brain to think. Really fuck up that shit. Early in the morning, i am getting so moody.
:(  Hate coming to class early in the morning. I feel so sleepy right now. Test later :( Sigh. I miss my baby.

Just noticed my time table, ITS FULL!!!!! i am tired. :(

Purest of pain

Did my feeeling even matter to you seriously? :( Fuck my life. I miss you, Amaze :(

Hurt last forever

There were so many days in life where I was hurt and have hurt so many of them for different reasons.

When someone who is so very important to you, for some reason, is yelling at you, blames you, withdraws completely and closes their heart to you – you really feel lonely and broken. This is something natural, which cannot be stopped or changed by anyone including ‘ME’.

Nobody really knows the meaning of ‘HURT’. You shout at a person all on a sudden, throw words randomly and there it starts. After you throw words, what is the point of realizing later? The person is already hurt and he/she would have gone to the stage of thoughts as to why all this should happen. It is better to give it a thought before we try to blow out. How can people shout at someone who is so lovable to them? How can it be done? It is always left ‘unanswered’.

At times we feel, we are hurt by what people say or do but the deepest hurt is when they do not CARE for you and that is all the more needed at that time. There is nothing...........Nothing..............

I lost my way

有人可以给我指示教我怎么样做吗？？

崩溃

又吵架了。今天已经是第四次。为什么平时我都可以明白人家的感受，但人家却不懂我的感受呢？？每当吵架我都会告诉自己三句话。-算了吧。-没关系。-会过去的。但这些话又可以维持，忍耐多久呢？？我都不明白。
很多时候我真的很矛盾，我很想知道自己是否做错了？还是我太固执导致他人没有办法谅解我？与我沟通？如果你好好跟我说，我就听不进去吗？为何要发我脾气在先呢？为何要给我听你不爽的语气呢？
大家都一样要为了生活奋斗，我并没有阻止你，干涉你做任何事，平时都会为你加油打气，为什么我的时候总不能够与我和洽？没有鼓励，没关系。没有打气，没关系。还要给我脸色看？？难道我做工就有错吗？我做工不是为了要买名牌，要大吃大喝大买。如果到现在你还不懂我做工的目的，这样我真的无话可说。对，你很担心。但你有想过你的担心我就不用做工吗？？这样每天在家里？？书都不用读好了。不要每当伤害我过后才来说句对不起。我很爱你。我默默并不代表我没事，只是把它藏在心。总觉得越说越多就会越离谱，越反感，越伤感情。。现在你这样做的目的只有一个。你要我二选一。你知道我一定会选择你，放弃其余。好，真的。你赢了。

。。。

请问有治心痛的药吗。。。。。。。。。。。

我要大哭！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
为什么你永远都不懂我要什么叻？？
其实我要的真的很简单！。。。

..........

信任赢得一切。

凭一句信任就可以不顾一切的伤害人。

你仍然不会明白，知道你这么说话会很伤我。

沒有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的兩個人。

有时候冷漠不是无情而是一种避免被伤害的用具！

幼稚

不得空鸟你这样的人。看到EMAIL就杜懒。看得你透了。幼稚的作风。